sometimes, little things make me upset. I don't know why.

but i know what will eventually make me happier.

I wonder if i'm mentally sound.

I always wish that i'm someone else.

perhaps,

5 more years,

everything might change.

but if only we could wait until then.

nothing will change.

'cause i'm losing it. I know i am.

I'm really upset! If only fate will hear me,

understand me,

and change my life.

i'm nothing.

nothing.

nothing at all.

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i hate christmas.

i hate myself.

一天比一天难过。

真的很恨自己。

等。只能等。等到几时。

框。

21st Jul: A new camera.

23rd Jul: Convocation and a nice buffet dinner to celebrate graduation and birthdays.

24th Jul: "Plastic surgery" appointment booked and a simple birthday celebration at home with pizzas and kfc.

25th Jul: MOE acceptance letter arrived and a wonderful surprise party :)

26th Jul: A sweet, tired boyfriend sleeping soundly.

and all the presents, wishes and congrats.

I'm really contented. Thank you!