life's full of weird things now... well i'm not sure what i mean abt that. maybe i kinda miss school. the usual boring lessons and just doin nothing always... people ard me are so much fun in those times. no restrictions no lines drawn no stress no nothing. arrgh . there's one thing for sure though... everybody's goin crazy. abnormal i would say. well.. not everybody..not emily and the usual 'abnormal' clare is normal now for once..maybe prelim's just too much.... okay i dun mean anything at all.. i'm just blabbering rubbish...

just finish two story books in one shot.. those books that are meant for children age 12 and up. i'm reading that. not a very good sign i suppose... but those books have happy endings just wat i like. i'm depressed. jealous of them. why can't i be a character in a story rather than character in life..character? yeah right..so small that probably no one would notice.. hmm.. maybe if i dun exist or suddenly vanished.. it won't make any difference at all.. the earth would still continue to turn 360 degrees per day...