i feel so disintegrated. yes. that's the right word. breaking into pieces.
I'm sick.
wat a perfect time to get sick~ o level just started. i'm suffering from fever and body ache all over. from my head to toe.. pain. wonder does my hair hurts too... watever

today's ss and eng ppr.
one word...CRAP. my o level cert is now engraved with a beautiful F9. thanks to the stupid govt who set up the stupid moe who introduced that stUPID social studies.................argh
eng... i dunno!!!!!!!!!. know my eassys sucks. i can't stand it... why can't i write well??????? my stupid language is so freaking poor. if you let me choose.... i would rather have C6 for chi and A1 for eng. but wat? mine is the other way round. no fair. why do they have two chances for chi and only ONE for eng? no fair no fair no fair.
................. just blame myself..so stupid.
stupid..
stupid...
i felt that my whole body is burning. ahhhhhhhh................. i hate to be sick. felt like i'm floating around the house.... worse..... my mum is forcing my to see doctor. medicine----> yucks!!!!! y am i so weak??
i feel really terrible now. can't do a single maths qn... can't draw a single thing.. can't think properly. stupefied.

my brother did badly for his exam. he might fail his eng ( genes?) and only a 78 for his maths ( careless... genes again? )..but his science is the highest in class.. rather crap you know coz i remembered that a week before the exam his sci teacher complained to my mum that marcus hadn't been handing in his assignments.. and now he get the highest. haha.. thanks to me.. i'm such a good tution teacher. credits to michelle! phew.. lucky didn't sacrifice my time for nth. or maybe it's just that majority of the pple in his class are a bunch of erm.. lousy ones? watever. but that does add stress to me. dun wanna disappoint my parents.

hai.. i'm really dying. think my throat is really swollen and sore. shall go to sleep. will try to protect myself from the germs in the clinic and awful medicine.