seems that i've lost all my energy.
"you look like you're in a daze..."
you're right.
everyday is the same. in a daze. tired. sleepy. same routine. dull. sucky. whatever. F-U-N is like out of the picture kinda stuff. arghhh.. my mind is goin towards the negative side.

eat sleep sch. eat sleep sch.
that's all i do everyday.

i need a life.
michelle.. get a life.!.

"put some colors in my life.."
this saying that life is a piece of blank ppr and got to add so colors to it. well... bet mine's all grey.

i'm like getting moodswing nowadays. that's not a good sign. hope i'm not like goin insane or whatever. i don't know... i'm always don't know what's goin on and the feeling of being left behind is always there. with azhar calling me a stone queen. living in my own dread world. nothing in me is worth anything man.
oh freak.. don't i feel like a loser or smth.

enough of all these..

anyhows on monday.. i was rushing my painting assignment in the aep rm. i don't know how i manage to get red paint stain on my skirt. plus it's the back of the skirt. causing me to panick like hell. the truth is i coincidentally came in the morning caught unprepared. and this whole scenerio was So Funny according to my friends. but so embarrassing for me.