this month just crawls so damn slowly... last month was just like gone in the wind..

i feel so tired. i really just want a break from everything. i'm sick of all the things goin on.

don't really know why.. but i'm feeling so depressed. so upset. didn't know everything will turn out that way..
maybe it's really just like a fairytale.. something that was not true and not meant to be.
heartaching.
bad things always happened to me. just to make my life difficult huh..
you suck.

am i being too sensitive.. the aep pple seems to be sharing some secrets or whatsoever and simply leaving me out. today half of their topic i wasn't really sure what they're talking abt... and a conclusion was made that azhar pohlin and hankiong are treating us all dinner. probably after opening night. ooh well..

mixed feeling huh..

it'll be so wierd to tell you..
no.. it won't be..

am i hard for you to talk to nowadays..really..