i the comp lab now.. practising for the coursework later..

i loathe the feeling of loneliness though there're times when i would prefer to isolate myself from others. call that anti-social? traveling alone may allow time for me to think.. but it sux.. seeing others chatting laughing in groups i would hv a tinge feeling of envy or sadness.. jus rem the times when i would wait for debbie or the other way rd and take the train together. laughing gossiping talking..

memories...?

the sch's having singalong session after assembly nowadays. somehow reminded me of the hym singing practice we always have in ij.. when we'll only start singing if joe teo or other teachers bug us to..
life in nyjc is good... but jc life is just so hectic for me.. though i shouldn't be complaining.. my cca do not require long hrs or neither do i need to stay up til midnight to do my work..(mayb i should... but i would rather sleep). i feel weak.. get tired so easily don't i.

nvm..
start of the week.
looking forward to weekend...

anyway susanne won the first prize for the drawing competition at the istana openhouse. 500bucks.. whoo.. i gotta ask for a treat..=x. that was mean.. the sch would probably took a portion of it.. leaving it with almost nth left.

gotta do my stuff now.

i dread sch..

are you feeling sleepy?