I always tht i know what i really want. and i "stick to it".. but somehow i feel that i'm living for the sake of others.. my family.. everybody but myself.
I think it that way because i've to think it that way..
(like em) i'm envious of girls who cohabit with their SOs too.. but my parents wld nv approve of that. I've to tell myself cohabitation is stupid.
it really sucks...
but then agn.. who's actually doin what they really wanna do.


I'm heartbroken. my cactus doesn't seem to hv any life anymore.

money isn't everything... but without it.. you probably have nothing.. is love being measured by money too?

never for me.