I sorta get myself stuck between 2 jobs - one which I've been working for the past 3 and a half months, "growing with feelings", the other with better pay.
Hf has helped me get a job same office as her with approx. 30% higher pay than the one i'm having now (thanks!) but i'll hv to sign a two month's contract commencing from 30th may to 29th Jul. Sch starts 1st Aug rite?
So, I broke this news to my colleagues and they kinda "bombarded" me (well.. of course that's a strong word to use but that's how I feel) ... they just don't understand how impt money is to me. and my boss was kinda shocked when i told her and ask if i could do them a favour by staying until mid june to take over the job of a colleague goin for a 2wk holiday. you nv tell me earlier when you want me to work until..... they're making me feel guilty.

so either decision i make.. i'll still be a bad person.

i would obviously choose the one with better pay... and i'll be working with someone near my age.

god's just making my life difficult.


and the Sadm's faculty test is hell... i'm so embarrassed with my script. 6qns in 1 and half hr.. i practically can't do anything. don't remind me that i'm once an art student. puke.