was typing the introduction for my marketing report
suddenly i started imgaining a knife stabbing into my flabby stomach.
imagined the sound..
squash
the hardness/softness..
the texture?

the scene.. blood dripping from the knife when it's being pulled out.
hmmm.........
one more stab

the bloody smell
the taste of blood.

the timing of my painful expression as the knife stabbed
immediate
stunned

hmmmmmm......

gosh. i'm bored.


there's so much things to do




i want to be inspired.



i would be majoring in vis com.
cos i would nv be good and rich enough to do photog.





i lack the courage.




recently i learnt the art of rolling eyes.
give me a smiling face.
geez.