sometimes i wonder why i'm still here at home. despite all the turmoil which would just leave me feeling desolated and suicidal. and sometimes i wish that melv would leave everything behind as well and take me out of singapore. but of course that's never goin to happen and if i really wanna escape i wouldn't bring him along as well.


there must be something that will keep me goin.

i dont know what.


tell me my friends, what are you living for.
i know melv would say, "to make people happy" :)